x-LittleMissAlice-x

Every time I speak the wrong words seem to come out, every time I look to my past I see nothing but pain and self doubt every time I try to look forward I keep taking a step back Do I just like being miserable or is there something in my life I lack Even when eternal happiness seems well within my reach, even when Ive found a love so pure it can consume my grief even when I want to get on with life and no longer look behind I find my self looking back with so many questions still on my mind I know where it is right now that I really want to be but my past just wont leave me alone, wont stop testing me So for now I lay my head down a